Saturday, December 25, 2004

dancing queen

the other night, my officemates and i went out to celebrate. we weren't sure if the boss was holding a christmas party this year and we couldn't let the season pass without having some good clean fun.

we went to... a videoke bar! and good clean fun we had!

funny how in the middle of singing my lungs out and having the greatest, freest time in my life, i somehow felt that i would even be happier had my hubby and kid been with me. i seem to always feel that i have to share my happy times with them. i am not complete without them. oftentimes, when i am out with friends, i always get the guilty feeling that i should be with my family instead of them. i always want to go home and be with them.

is it a mom thing?

Friday, December 24, 2004

home is where the heart is

merry christmas!

today is my last day at work before i go on vacation for the holidays. within this vacation, me and cesar and migo will transfer to our new home. it will be just the three of us and our nanny. this is a major turning point in my life since you all know i've lived with my parents, brothers and ima all my life. i've never lived anywhere else except for a few days when i go abroad for work or the weekends i spent away when i was still a team member of sade.

my life has always been intertwined with my parents, brothers, ima & tyrone. things will be so, so different now that i will officially become "a homemaker". i will be in charge of everything now, there will be nobody to depend on but me, myself & i. i will do the cooking, shopping, laundry... gosh, a jillion things... and it does seem so hard. my boss asked me why i wanted to live on my own when i had it so easy with my parents. i said it's about time i did. funny but however frightening it seems to not be with my parents, i am pretty excited to plunge into this new phase in my life. i know it will be hard. but i chose this new life. come to think of it, i should've chosen this 3 years ago when i married cesar.

anyways, wish me luck!

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